Flux

Hi Folks,

Longest time since I was last here, and I wonder how many readers I've still got.

If you've been reading, checking once in a while, here I would like to take this opportunity to thank you guys for checking me out, see how I was doing.

So if you have been, you'd know that I had been unwell - very very very unwell for the past months. Clunks and clunks of misfortune came one after another, and I couldn't handle it, I couldn't manage it.

Fortunately enough, I somehow found some breath, some motivation within to fight back - and I did. Thinking back, you guys would have known me as someone who'd been down again and again, depression after depression, each one getting worse than the one before. However, time and time again, I emerged victorious! Yeah, I'm happy about it! From the way I see it, these waves just don't seem to give and keep getting at me - but...no longer would I sink into despair. Again, I want to thank all my friends who have given, shown me support, cared and prayed for me during the bad times, and I also want to tell you guys that I'm going down no more. :)

Ahead of me, the road's split into many many ways, some look like traps, some look like the highway, some look like a detour...none of these paths look easy. From here, it's a very difficult climb even right from the start, but looking ahead, I know something good awaits. It feels great, fantasic, and I'm even jubliant to be on the road again.

The road I take is a road less traveled
The company of the old have chosen, left, and went
We had came a long way and alas we have to part

"Here I come!" as I said to myself
Step after step is the plan I have
Yard after yard is the road I see

Left, are minds of yesterday
Abandoned, what I have today
Seeking the promising paradise of tomorrow