...Thinking back, I've been a frequent visitor at Melon Town for almost two months already. It is very difficult, very hard, impossible not to love this place. Everyone's so beautiful, so friendly, so lovely, and virtually everyone considers me as part of this little town, and made me feel very welcomed. It seemed like I had suddenly earned myself a little extended family - made up of people whom I know nothing about. We have little to give to each other, but laughs and smiles and much joy...and these alone, though worth nothing in montary value, seem to worth so much more.
The strangest thing is that, I have never been happier than these one-half month stay here in this little town. Anyone looking into this, and know what I am talking about, probably would shake heads in disbelief...even for myself, I don't know how I got to know all these wonderful people here.
The strangest thing, yet, is that I had never expected to find myself romantically moved by this little town at this point of life. It was not too long ago, I got myself badly poisoned and gravely ill, and living my life in deep delirium afterwards. Perhaps...I have learned to cope with my own feelings; perhaps, I've learned to look more carefully now; one thing's for sure...thing's have changed. As I speak, the words of someone suddenly flashed across my mind, "You can't always expect the outcomes, of similar situations, always remain the same."
At one point of my life, I recalled that I'm so convinced that I deserved the worst in life - I'd rather have nothing, than to gain something and lose so much more as its price. Now, things changed - too fast...too wonderful...and if only this can remain unchanged...
"Gazing into the heavens,
the sweet evening air livens my soul.
Gazing at the stars,
she smiles so lovingly at me.
Bathing into the dark sky,
my tears so gently comfort me.
Bathing in the stillness of night,
peace surrounds me.
Wiping the tears from my eyes,
I saw her hands stretched our for me.
Wiping off my past,
will she stay with me?"
Monday, April 18, 2005
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