It's been long since I've last posted anything decent or worth writing.
The last weeks were some of the hardest to pass - spontaneous emotions, blood rush, paralgia, feelings of vertigo. It's a terrible feeling, like i'm floating around heavily, slowly, seeing people busying with their lives, their duties; I'm simply looking by, plagued by fatigue, feelings of lost, and nostalgic, and guilty. People can't see me, I don't exist, everything's happen all around me, some exciting, some tiring, some seem interesting, but I'm just a part of nothing.
As far as I can remember, I've been floating around for half a year, and nothing I do seem to change that. I want to start running again, I want to start feeling excited again, I want to feel sad again, everything, I just want to get my hands on something...
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
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